Saturday, 15 October 2016

1 Month in Malaysia

Hellooooooo, yes, I'm back....after a very very long time...because I've been in Malaysia and it was amazing after coming back after such a long time. I've been living in England for almost 4 years now, and being in Malaysia after such a long time, was a big present to me. Meeting my old friends, going to weddings, eating out, meeting my family, meeting my grandmas and grandpas, uncles and aunties, it was a memorable memory. I thought 1 month was enough to complete my cravings and do the things I wanted, but it wasn't, time flew so quickly as I spend time with my loved ones. I didn't even notice that 4 weeks passed so quickly in front of my eyes.

The journey from London to Kuala Lumpur took about 13 hours and boy I can say that my shoulders and neck felt like they were gonna snap off, that is what I hate about flights, the pain your have to bear within the time of being up in the air on an airplane. I do get panicky sometimes on the flight due to my anxiety ; afraid if something happens (the worst feeling ever), but this time I didn't get that panicky, I just got a little bit anxious while everyone were getting up to get off the plane because they were all crowding and hovering over my little body, to prevent having a panic attack, I just looked out the window or closed my eyes until nearly everyone was out and I could get up.

While in Malaysia, I spent a lot of time with my friends on the weekends and with my family on the weekdays because my friends had school (like wut...no) , but it's not really their fault because education is important children, says the one who despise education.., and you should always go to school..anyways, I went to a lot of places with my friends : the cinemas, shopping centre, restaurants, shops and other places. When I went to the cinemas, I watched Suicide Squad with my friend and wow it was so good, some people said it wasn't as good because they expected too much, but I didn't really because I didn't want to be disappointed. However, before we watched the movie, we ate with my sisters who drove me to Sunway Pyramid (the place I went) because I do not have a license unfortunately...;-;..We went to this Korean restaurant and the food was so good like so good I had DdeokBokki (떡볶이) which is like Spicy Rice Cake and it was so goooooooddd except that the chilli didn't really cooked well, but that's fine it was still edible (duh its food you shouldnt waste food -_-) . Oh guess what? I paid. I paid for most of the value because my sister "didn't have money", but it's fine I'm not that mad, I can pay, I don't know when I can see them again, so it's finee.

After eating and before going to the movies, I went to Innisfree (a Korean makeup/skincare store) to buy some stuff that I wanted to buy, but couldn't because England didn't have the store *whispers* "England, you should invest in Korean Branded shops..". Once again, I paid for my sister's stuff as well because I just voluntarily paid, well at least she had a membership card and I got a few Ringgit (RM, Malaysia's currency) off. I bought some mask packs for me and my friend, a no sebum powder, a lip tint, and a spread-on mask. I kinda forgot something..but it's fine when my sister comes here or I go back, I can buy it :)) When I was out with other friends, we went to eat (duh) and again I paid it because I had the money..they also paid, but with like RM 10 or 5. We ate at TGIF in Subang Parade and it was good, the mozzarella sticks were the best.

When I went to Kedah, (my grandma of my dad side of the family) it was so hot, but as I was brought up in Malaysia which is a hot country, I got used to the heat in Kedah as well. My Malay wasn't actually bad, but if I am pressured my Malay comes out naturally, weirdly. I visited my great grandma and my great grandpa, unfortunately my great grandpa passed away when we went back up to the city a few days later, but we couldn't go back there again as my mum was sick, so instead only my big sister, my dad and my older brother went to represent our family. I don't have actual photos that I took, but a little vlog (IT'S UP!! SCROLL DOWN!) will come along with this post as soon as I edit it because I've been busy with school as there will exams to take for the end of half term. I would say that going back to Malaysia was so fun and it made me miss the times where I used to go to school there. I hope you enjoyed reading this boring post of me rambling about going back to Malaysia and I am very sorry that I posted this months later after the little holiday!

On the note of posting late till October...BTS' Comeback has finally come to us with their 2nd Official Album called 'Wings'. I would say that this album has a lot of meaning to it and you guys should also listen to them because they make songs that will melt your heart by their beautiful voices, so in celebration of BTS' comeback I will suggest their album to you! Personally, I like their title track 'Blood, Sweat and Tears' as it shows a completely different side of them that we've never seen till now. I also like 'Lie' which is Jimin's solo track (yes they each have their own solo tracks [a proud army ;-;]). I have one more thing to say! I turned 14 about a week agoooo yassss and of course my gift is BTS' album (duh..[it's not..]), so in celebration of my birthday and BTS' comeback I present to you their album!



Song Suggestion(s)-ALL THE SONGS IN 'WINGS' ALBUM

Vlog (Make sure to put it on the best quality!)-

Questions-
>How old are you? 14 years old!
>What's your name? Afeefah
>Where do you live? Umm a bit weird but, I live in England
>Where are you from? I'm from Malaysia



-GOODBYE PEOPLE OF THE LAND-Double AA


Friday, 3 June 2016

New Year's Resolutions

Hellooooo! New year is finally coming in a couple of days which means a new start and means that I need to keep to my New Year's Resolutions because this year resolutions all went downhill. I don't even remember what they were and we will never know unless I go back in time and see what I wrote down somewhere on a piece of paper... ANYHOW, New Years!!!! Can you even believe it that we are going into 2016 in a couple of days? That is cray cray! (I don't know why I even say that..) Looking back on things that happened in 2015 is unbelievable because a lot of things have happened to me and I will not reveal it until someday I decide to...it will be a mystery you have to solve with your detective's skills. However, I will reveal one thing! I fell out with a lot of friends and there were a lot of arguments.. like a lot like tons. Not going to go into details, but that happened, so yeah!

Right, back on track! Focus! As I was saying, I couldn't keep up with my resolutions because I completely forgot them all, but in 2016 I am going to try to keep up with them!

First resolution: To drink lots of water! By lots I mean like a lot because these days I'm having breakouts and washing my face every single day before bed does help, but the moisturiser doesn't keep my face or body hydrated while I am asleep because I move a lot when I sleep, so all of the cream might have been removed and smudged everywhere, so yeah...To help me with this I have downloaded an app on my phone that, hopefully, will keep me reminded of drinking my water. It is called Daily Water and I will leave a link to the app. I'm still trying to figure out how to use it because I just downloaded it recently, but I will update you on how I'm getting on with the app. That sounded weird...

Second resolution: Read. More. Books! Yes, books, boring, eww no one likes it, but once in a while, you just need to sit down and read a book. I used to read a lot of books, but then I stopped because there weren't any books that I was interested in. Also, technology and social medias are taking over my life making me have "no time" to read a book, which is not good because I do enjoy reading, but sometimes it makes me want to go to sleep, it just gets so boring and my eyes are like shutting and I'm just like falling asleep. Anyways, that is one of my resolutions! READ A BOOK OR MORE THAN ONE BECAUSE WHY NOT?

Third resolution: Exercise! Let us exercise! I really enjoy exercising, but the weather in London, just doesn't like me exercising. Whenever I plan to go for a run or a cycle, the weather is just whispering to me like: "Where do you think you're going? Going for a run? Never!! *pours rain from the sky when it was just sunny a second ago*" and I'm just standing there like "Great! That one day I finally make an effort to go out and exercise, the rain decides to come last minute!! *slowly walks in and throw shoes off while slamming the door*" This is me like every single day! Why London why?? Why can't we just have a peaceful and sunny day, so I can finally exercise?!

Fourth resolution: Go out more and be active (socialise with people). I do have anxiety when I meet new people, but I want to fix that and be more active! So, I want to go out a lot more and go adventure England because there are places that I've never been in England and I would like to go there someday with my family and friends.

Fifth resolution: Eating healthy foods. Eww green stuff eurgh vegetablessss! Well, you can't eat junk food all the time because that is bad! The fat in junk foods are ridiculous and have you seen the amount of sodium(salt) in junk food? It's disgusting! Not saying that I don't eat junk food, I do, but not every single day, just once in a while when I crave it. Also, instant foods are really bad because the flavourings and stuff they put in instant foods is not good for your body at all. I do try to keep my diet as healthy as possible, but sometimes junk food and instant foods just calls me out. When I mean instant food, it means like noodles (ramen/ramyun) and that stuff. I hope to lose some weight and change my diet next year!!

Sixth resolution: Taking care of my skin. Like the first resolution, drinking water is important and that helps my skin to stay hydrated, but to have like clear and perfect skin I need to take care of it. By this, I mean, wash my face everyday before going to sleep and I cannot not wash my face because if I don't wash my face at night, in the morning I will have a sudden breakout and it is so annoyinggggggg!!! I also need to exfoliate regularly, not every day because it can damage your skin. I'm going to do it 2 times a month so the first week of the month and the third week of the month. Also, I am going to keep away from eating oily foods because it can lead to you having oily skin.

Seventh resolution: Master in playing the guitar and piano/keyboard. I can play both of them, but not perfectly and the solution for that is to practice when I have time or when I'm bored. My guitar tutor at school said not to practice if you don't want to because it's not going to get you anywhere if you practice on a bad day. I try to practice regularly, but sometimes I have one of the days that I just don't want to do anything, so I don't practice. I do have a guitar and I bring it to school for music classes, but sometimes I don't because it's so big and I'm too small, so yeah! For piano/keyboard, I don't play it that much because I don't know what song I want to play most of the time when I get the keyboard out and at school, most of the time I get assigned to play the guitar or ukulele.

Eighth resolution: Learn new languages. I do speak three to four languages (Malay, English, Korean and Mandarin) because first of all I was born in Malaysia and I am currently living in England, so I have to speak the two basic language. The case for Korean is that I learnt it by myself because I got interested in the Korean culture and language, so I decided to learn it. I am still learning it, but I can have a conversation and understand Korean without someone translating it for me. For Mandarin, I used to go to a Chinese/Mandarin kindergarten and I had to learn the languages, but now that I forgot all the things that I learnt, so I'm planning to learn it again. I can also speak a little bit of French because it is compulsory in my school that we learn another language other than English. I can understand a little bit of French if it is basic. because I learnt it at school. I do want to learn Japanese because I just like the way that the language works and how it has a pitch(?) when you speak it. One of my friends can speak Japanese and I do really envy her so muchh!!

Ninth resolution: Practice more of my Korean writing skills/handwriting. As I mentioned in the eight resolution, I am still learning Korean and trying to practice it everyday. Whenever I'm bored, I listen to Kpop music, like I do all the time, and write down the lyrics, so this means that I practice my spellings as well as my handwriting. I also do take tests online that tests my knowledge of how much I know how to spell different words and the meaning of different words. In the next year, I would like to be able to watch a Korean movie without any English subtitles to help me understand what they are saying.

Probably the last resolution (tenth): To get more sleep. By the time I finish typing this, it would be like 1 am or something, because I really cannot sleep at night! I'm like an owl. I sleep during the day and wide awake at night *cue the music-i'm wide awake!*... anyways.. I need to try to sleep early and wake up early! It's getting worse on school days, I'm supposed to sleep at the latest 10:30 pm, but sometimes I sleep at 12 o'clock at night. In the morning, I can't function properly because I didn't have the right amount of sleep for a teenager which is not good!!! I feel so tired in the morning and     can't do things like get ready for school, instead I just stare into space for a good 10 minutes and I look mental every time I do it because it looks like I'm frozen.  On holidays, I don't really mind sleeping late at night because I don't have school the next day, but I want to have a productive day where I wake up and eat breakfast and do things!

Well, I hope you liked my little list of resolutions which may or may not be done by the time 2016 ends..so yeah! I will be back with more blog posts so keep checking! I wish you all a Happy New Year even though it's not New Year yet, but I will say Merry Christmas!!! Hope you had a lovely Christmas! I also want to say that 2015 has been a great year even though a lot of things of things happened and some of those things are good and some are bad, but you know what? Life can't always be perfect, if it is than I don't know how you have such perfect life without any up and downs. I hope that 2016 will be a great year and I that am happy every single day! :)

Daily Water App- https://itunes.apple.com/gb/app/daily-water-free-water-reminder/id466387763?mt=8

Questions-
>How old are you? 13 years old!
>What's your name? Afeefah
>Where do you live? Umm a bit weird but, I live in England
>Where are you from? I'm from Malaysia

Song Suggestion(s)-
Tori Kelly's Paper Hearts- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NO8zDm437Ls

-GOODBYE PEOPLE OF THE LAND-Double AA

Brighton and Seven Sisters

Helloooooo!! Here is the part 2 of my adventures to Manchester, Liverpool, Brighton and Seven Sisters Cliff. If you haven't read my journey to Manchester and Liverpool that was posted previously you should go and read that first as it contains the reason why I haven't been posting for a while. Anyways let's get on with the post.

First, we went to Brighton and I remembered that day that it was raining and it was sooooo windy that when we walked, it felt like we were going to be flown away. When we went to Brighton, we went to the Brighton Pier first and we ate churros and crepes, then we went to the arcade located at the far end of the pier and payed some games. And of course, we failed to win any of the games...cause we are so bad at them. We played The Crane to try and get one of the dolls, but we ended up spending almost all of our coins and our parent's money (DAMN YOU CRANE). Me and my oldest sister played Guitar Hero and guess what? I lost..-__- I was winning for the first 2 minutes, but then my sister's score suddenly went up and I was like what the...? But anyways after that we went along the beach, took photos (a lot) and headed to the Seven Sisters.







When we arrived at the Seven Sisters Cliff IT.WAS.SO.COLD.AND.FREEZING I'm not even joking I felt like I went inside of a fridge and the worst part of it was climbing the cliff to see the other cliffs. My sisters literally grabbed me when they were about to slip causing me to slip off with them as well. The ground was really slippery and muddy so the journey up the cliff was really really messy, but the scene when we got up there was really breathtaking, but unfortunately it din't come out well in the pictures we took because you have to see it with your bare eyes. The art won' be captured on camera. However, I will show you the pictures that I took with my camera.





This was the end of our journey of all the places that we went to during Christmas Holidays and I hope you enjoyed reading the posts and seeing the pictures I posted, however there is one thing that I want to apologise to you...On the last post I said that there will be a post on the stuff that I bought on the trip, but unfortunately I won't be posting it because I have forgotten what I had bought and I don't know where some of the stuff are so...I'm sorry...On the good side of the story I will be posting an updated post revealing the things that are happening in my life and the things that I have been enjoying to do or using so wait for that!!

Questions-
>How old are you? 13 years old!
>What's your name? Afeefah
>Where do you live? Umm a bit weird but, I live in England
>Where are you from? I'm from Malaysia

Song Suggestion(s)-
BTS' 불타오르네 (Fire)- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALj5MKjy2BU

-GOODBYE PEOPLE OF THE LAND-Double AA

Spring Has Come and Gone

richmond park


river thames



mr. & mrs. smith's hotel






















These are some of the pictures that I took while I was in Richmond Park, saw deers and took so many pictures of flowers and the scenes, but these pictures are the best ones out of all of them. I know this is kind of like a weird post of just pictures and not paragraphs of words and me rambling about stuff, but I just wanted to show you these photos that I took with my poor skill of photography and my little camera that I adored since my dad got it for me.


Questions-
>How old are you? 13 years old!
>What's your name? Afeefah
>Where do you live? Umm a bit weird but, I live in England

>Where are you from? I'm from Malaysia

Song Suggestion(s)- 
                           DΞΔN x Eric Bellinger's I'm Not Sorry- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzvRxguTPa4

-GOODBYE PEOPLE OF THE LAND-Double AA

Thursday, 18 February 2016

Manchester and Liverpool

Helloooooooo! I am back again after a looooongggg timeeee! I've been busy with school and stuff, but that doesn't mean that I will not post something! Soooo... today's post is going to be about my adventures during the Christmas Holidays (a bit late haha) with my family! There will be three posts of these adventures, today's post is my two day trip to Liverpool and Manchester. There will be a second and third post of what I got going to these places and a post about going to Brighton and Seven Sisters.

So the first stop was Liverpool and we went to the stadium, but it was in the middle of renovating(?), so it didn't look good from the back, but we still went and bought some stuff (well my sister did).. I'm sorry to all the Liverpool fans out there, but... I'm not really a fan of Liverpool, but here are some pictures that I took of the front of the stadium and in the shop.




 

When we drove to Manchester we went straight to a restaurant to eat because we were all hungry and tired. After that we went to our hotel, I went to my hotel room which I shared together with my two older sisters. I showered, changed into my pyjamas, did my night routine and fell asleep while listening to music. The next morning we were greeted by the beautiful sunrise of Manchester.



We ate breakfast and checked out of our rooms and hit the road to Old Trafford Stadium. As soon as we got there me and my dad were asking if we were going to do a stadium tour and so we did. However, before going into the stadium, we had to get our body checked/scan it was like one of those full body checks at the airport. This was when my anxiety was acting up because I felt uncomfortable when people touch me and check my bag, but I fought my anxiety back and I was fine. Anyways, we got the tickets and proceed our way through the stadium. 






After we toured the stadium, we went to the shop inside and bought some stuff, but that will be my haul post of what I got going to these places. We drove back home and was greeted by Oreo (my cat) and a lot of poop...but I'm not gonna talk about that. We crashed home dropped our stuff and slept soundly, well I didn't sleep until like 12 am because I was catching up with my friends and stuff..haha, but this is the end of this post, but wait for the next two posts about what I got and going to Brighton and Seven Sisters. 

I hope you enjoyed this post and I'm sorry for going for a long time and finally coming back today, but it was a very stressful 2 months full of exams, choosing options for Year 9 and making the right decisions to where we want to take our path career in the future. While I'm writing this, it is our school holiday for a week and I will try my best to write more posts, save it as drafts and post it on a scheduled day. 

Questions-
>How old are you? 13 years old!
>What's your name? Afeefah 
>Where do you live? Umm a bit weird but, I live in England
>Where are you from? I'm from Malaysia

Song Suggestion(s)- 
Jo Kwon's 횡단보도 (Crosswalk)- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fd46Sk2ClPQ

-GOODBYE PEOPLE OF THE LAND-Double AA